Ramblings of a sick person...

One of the worst feelings is that your best efforts are not enough.

I have had a low-grade fever for the past 3 days and I'm just powering through it as opposed to letting it overcome me, when my past experience has taught me to just climb in bed and surrender. If I could take my own advice, I would likely feel better faster and the tasks at hand that are the reason for not resting would be completed sooner, better and with less suffering all around.

I am also in the midst of trying to balance work, responsibilities, the home, family, relationships, interests, health, forgotten talents - the list goes on and requires attention on all fronts. While I can't change the demands, I can decide that the effort, attitude and attention that I give to the world -- whatever I decide it should be -- is enough. And if it is not perceived as such, it is not my issue.

If you need me, I'll be in bed.